Nathalies Warped Tour

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Saker som försiggår i min hjärna,

Thu, 29 Nov 2012 13:51:41 -0500

Jag är i en alldeles för jobbig sits just nu. Det är så mycket jag vill/ska göra. Bokade nyligen hotell i London för sista maj bär det av på en mini-semester med Julia för att upptäcka musikens hemstad och även gå på Green Day konsert på Emirates Stadium. Det lär bli helt galet sjukt och bäst. Lär få ta med oss sovsäck osv för att få lika bra platser som i Mönchengladbach. Hur som helst, det ska vi göra men innan dess, närmare bestämt i april blir det Mumford & Sons i Stockholm med Jennie. Ska upp och hoppa tidigt imorgon för att köpa biljett!

Blir troligtvis även Bråvallafestivalen i Norrköping för vilka kommer inte dit? Jo Green Day. Klart man vill se dom två gånger på en månad! Hoppas även på andra spännande band. Är även duktigt sugen på att se 30 Seconds To Mars på Grönan i juni. Dom var mitt favoritband hur länge som helst.

Vänta det kommer mer… Sveriges stolthet Her Bright Skies spelar i Stockholm 11 februari om jag inte minns fel. Och jag vill verkligen se dom. Yikes!

Grädden på moset är då att jag har planerat att flytta till London i höst och studera musikproduktion på “Tech Music School”. Och det tar jag såklart lån till men man ska även ha råd att leva där, men hyran, och allt man behöver köpa till en början. Och om jag ska hitta på allt som står ovan innan dess, samtidigt spara minst 30.000:- att ha med mig som start i London så känner jag att jag är ute och cyklar lite. Blir förmodligen London nästa vår istället, även om det känns så otroligt tråkigt.

Känner att jag behöver följa mina drömmar nu bums och träffa människor som brinner för musik lika mycket som jag. Ta det inte fel, jag älskar mina vänner och vi har sjukt kul ihop (trots att vi ses alldeles för sällan och hittar på saker som vi gjorde förr) älskar dom något enormt. Men sådan passion som jag har för musik, sådan passion jag har för banden jag älskar och sådan passion jag har för att gå på konserter så hade det ju såklart varit kul att träffa folk som också gillar de, har missat många fina konserter för jag inte velat gå själv. Visserligen kanske jag inte frågat men jag vet själv hur det är. Är det ett band man inte tycker om så värst mycket eller så, vill man inte lägga flera hundra på en biljett, sedan resan dit och boende.

We envy people who has something we don’t. That’s allright if that is something we have...

Mon, 19 Nov 2012 10:39:49 -0500

We envy people who has something we don’t. That’s allright if that is something we have to earn to get. Something we can’t work for. Material things, our dream job, skills. Those are things we shouldn’t envy in people. We can get those things if we truly want it and really work towards it.

But somebody’s attention, care, love time or thoughts on the other hand is something we have to earn. And we might not always get it.

When someone has something we don’t, all that matters is how we deal with that fact, how slowly and how long we’re willing to die inside.

"Bird Lady: A person’s heart and feelings are very different than skates. Kevin McCallister:..."

Tue, 06 Nov 2012 08:37:12 -0500

“Bird Lady: A person’s heart and feelings are very different than skates.
Kevin McCallister: They’re kind of the same thing. If you won’t use your heart, who cares if it gets broken? If you just keep it to yourself, maybe it’ll be like my Rollerblades. When you do decide to try it, it won’t be any good. You should take a chance. Got nothing to lose.
Bird Lady: Little truth in there somewhere.”

- Home Alone 2: Lost In New York

“When everything’s made to be broken, I just want...

Thu, 25 Oct 2012 20:49:45 -0400

“When everything’s made to be broken, I just want you to know who I am.”

"You’ve got to fight for every dream. ‘Cause who’s to know which one you let go..."

Sat, 20 Oct 2012 15:27:00 -0400

“You’ve got to fight for every dream. ‘Cause who’s to know which one you let go would have made you complete”

- Westlife - Flying Without Wings

My heart rises every time I hear this song. I might even dare...

Fri, 19 Oct 2012 11:14:33 -0400

My heart rises every time I hear this song. I might even dare call it my favourite.

I was the one you always dreamed of,
You were the one I tried to draw.
How dare you say it’s nothing to me?
Baby, you’re the only light I ever saw.

I’ll make the most of all the sadness,
You’ll be a bitch because you can.
You try to hit me just to hurt me
So you leave me feeling dirty
Because you can’t understand.

We’re going down,
And you can see it too.
We’re going down,
And you know that we’re doomed.
My dear,
We’re slow dancing in a burning room.

Here are some of my art. When I draw I feel really good about...

Fri, 19 Oct 2012 10:47:00 -0400

Here are some of my art. When I draw I feel really good about myself, even if the results are not perfect.

Realized that this blog is called my Warped Tour. It kinda lacks...

Thu, 18 Oct 2012 05:46:00 -0400

Realized that this blog is called my Warped Tour. It kinda lacks music doesn’t it? Soooo, here we go! This cover is so amazing. I love the song but I’ve grown tired of the original. Enjoy!

http://www.wwf.se/vrt-arbete/arter/rdda-tigern/1470565-rdda-tiger...

Thu, 18 Oct 2012 05:40:02 -0400

http://www.wwf.se/vrt-arbete/arter/rdda-tigern/1470565-rdda-tigern-startsida

We’re raised to believe that we can’t change the world. By media and a big part of society. We can’t change the world alone, but if we all do a little, we can change it together. Step by step.

Find a cause that makes your heart shiver of fear. Fear of losing it. If you’re fond of tigers, this might be it? Or maybe you’d prefer another animal? Rainforests? The artics? Starving people? Children in need of education?

Trust me, if you just give a little, and realize that in the lond run, it’s a lot. You’ll feel so much better about yourself and empowered by realizing that you and your choices matter.

If you believe it you can achieve it...

Wed, 17 Oct 2012 15:25:02 -0400

… for good or for bad. If you believe that you can do something, you will. Now or in time. As long as you believe you can. But if you don’t think that you’re able to, that you would suck at it or that you already do, you won’t be able to do it. ‘Cause you’ve convinced yourself that. And if you’re determined that you can’t and you truly believe it, then it doesn’t matter what anybody says. If you’re friends tells you that you can, or that you’re good at it, you will think: “They have to say that. They’re my friends.” And so goes for family. If a stranger tells you the same thing, you’ll asume that they just pity you and your weakness. If you believe that you can’t, you won’t. That’s what you’ll achieve.

You have to turn it around. But that is hard as hell. Therefor, you have to come to terms with whether or not this/that is something you really want to do. Is it worth fighting for? Or should you let it go. Letting go and giving up is two different things. If you’re letting go, you’re accepting it, you’re fine with it. But if you feel like you’re giving up, that means that you don’t want to let it go. You just do because you don’t believe in yourself enough. When you realize that you’re giving up, that’s when you have to fight. That’s when you realize it’s worth fighting for. Whether it’s your dream, finding love or anything in your mind that makes your soul smile. Believe that you can, and you will. That’s what you’ll achieve.

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Sat, 13 Oct 2012 10:44:07 -0400

You're not you when you're hungry

Mon, 01 Oct 2012 07:40:06 -0400

My urge to move away from this town has never been this strong. It has always been there though. Like playing with fire and it got out of control and now my life is like a forrest set on fire. And I just have to deal with the burning heat and try to cover up my burnscars with a smile. I can’t move away because I can’t afford it. I’m terrible at saving my money, I fall for temptation so I buy things. I’m afraid of the future so saving for it, rather than buying things I want makes me afraid. It’s silly, stupid and wrong. I know.

I also lost my way this year. I don’t feel like me anymore. I don’t know who I am, who I wanna be and what I am. I live my life on automatic and I don’t believe in myself anymore. Because I don’t think that anyone believes in me. And I need that. Everyone does.

I also lost a friend this year. One that made last year so special and made me, me. By first saying too much and then letting him walk out of my life by not saying enough. I also screwed up a potential friendship. And it hurts. It hurts so bad. But my hands are tied and all I can do is wait and accept whatever outcome that will bring. I have, what, two friends left here in this god damn town. Two has moved away. I love my friends though they’re great and so is my family.

They say “you’re not you when you’re hungry” well, you’re not you when you’re lonely either.

New tattoo. The Chillrend-sword from Skyrim. To me it stands for...

Tue, 04 Sep 2012 15:39:00 -0400

New tattoo. The Chillrend-sword from Skyrim. To me it stands for strenght, bravery and courage. Things that I lacked when I was younger. I’ve had to build these things up within me and I’m still doing it, every day. By facing my fears, following my dreams and staying true to who I am and what I love.

Next time you point a finger I might have to bend it back or...

Thu, 09 Aug 2012 11:22:00 -0400

Next time you point a finger I might have to bend it back or break it off.